I used to place myself in history.

But I no longer see myself in history. I no longer see clearly who’s side I would take, I no longer recognise myself in histories battles. I cry over the history I have lost. All of a sudden I feel alone.

I’ve accepted a history far away from myself. A history that is not “mine” that I cannot relate to. I don’t know who I am becoming…

On a totally unrelated note, j’adore this song:

I have put my computer on a shelf so I need to stand to use it (well truth be told just the screen and keyboard). This will hopefully help me waste less time on the thing whilst still having it availible for useful functions. Wooo.

I was googling “Κύριε ἐλέησον” to see what it would come up with.
Anyway, since I can’t understand Greek I was running the results through google translate.
And of course one of the results was the Divine Liturgy.
Which… well lol… turned out with some very odd phrases.
Some of my favorite pasted below:

entire soul and on all intellectual property ourselves, we say.
I think it is supposed to say “let us say with all our soul and all our mind, let us say”
this line is funny too: What to pray for the Archbishop of us (awesome).
Awesome! Lets pray for the Archbishop!
K Hyrieus, God is us, the plastic extensive ikesian prosdexai than of Sean slaves
we are Sean’s plastic extensive ikesian prosdexai slaves?
What a compassionate and benevolent God exists, and the glory anapempomen Thee, unto the Father, and unto Υἱῷ καὶ Holy Spirit, now and Universities and unto the ages of ages.
*solemly* now and universities unto the ages of ages
K Hyrieus, God is us, on high ὁ residents and modest tax office
Not like those immodest tax offices!
baths rebirth of a release of sins, and clothing sector incorruptibility
Clothing sector incorruptibility, that’s the part I am looking forward to.
The priest spread on the Holy Table with Eiliton, and the deacon says
I don’t even want to know what the priest is doing spread on the holy table.
T anoisousin When is multiplied by the altar your calves.
When X the altar = your calves
O Holy occurrence nod thou in and dynamite highest overshadow thee
…speaks for itself really…

Y temperateness laying gas, euphoria fruit of the earth and peacetime, Lord deithomen.
Temperateness laying gas, euphoria fruit of the earth and peace time, Grant this O Lord… man… (groovy)
God of us, His people soson you and bless your inheritance; the fullness of your church holy water retention
Holy water retention is when holy water builds up in your cells because you didn’t drink anything before communion and are dehydrated.
The only begotten Son and Word of God, immortal katadexamenos pending and divided by the nepotism
Nepotism…
We crucified Christ God, clicks θανάτῳ death
“we crucified Christ God” clicks Thanato Death